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fourth person i'd loved
19 January 2012 12:48 AM | 0 comelettew



   Assalamualaikum . for the first time , non stop aku cerita pasal love ni . hihi . so , baca je lah kan . yang ni pon pasal abang izat juga . jujur je lah . aku pernah suka dekat dia masa aku form 2 . tahun lepas , baru lagi ah . for the first time aku nampak dia , aku cakap dalam hati , 'who's this brother ?' aku pon pandang je lah muka dia . dia form 5 2012 ni . dia SPM candidate . dia selalu jalan dengan abang amirul yukimura yang pendek sikit tu . lul , jokejoke . betullah , dia kurang tinggi je . the thing I like about abang izat is , dia , jap , aku tak tahu apa yang aku suka pasal dia. serius ni . aku jatuh hati dekat dia , tapi aku tak dapat tengok dia punya personality . for sure , dia ada aura . aura yang ada dekat dia lah yang tarik aku suka dekat dia . macam aku cerita dekat korang haritu , jantung aku 'Dup dap dup dap' , tangan sejuk , hati tak tenang dan rasa macam nak dekat dia je .


   Pernah ke aku gurau pasal perasaan . aku tahu , benda yang kita sayang , lambat laun dia hilang di tangan kita juga . kalau benda macamtu jadi dekat aku , aku dah boleh terima , sebab he's not mine . he's with Nurul jook soo are in love . yaa , i don'tto dispoiled all your two hope . but i can understand that you're in love . that words make me understand how big my love to god . because i know , if i'm die , god never lost from my side . he will always with me . but when you forget him , you'll lost him . Love make you pain without anyone know . but when you love somebody with full meaning , it won't be happen . but now i know , he never and never went to love me . believe it . he would never be like me .


   But when i hold a hope that introduce to love , it never happen . i' the one who got to pass through all the pain i make . if i know you'll never go with me , i'll leave you . what for i'm waiting longtime with alone if you never want to wait for me ?  as you know there's a word that i want to give it to you 'tiada duka yang abadi' . as i said , it won't happen . 'The More i see you , the more i love you' i never know whoa you are is . you are a stranger to my life . but , sometimes stranger bring a lot of great meaning . i never seen you Smile . swear never .but when i start to hate him , i would like to love him again . why ? it make me said . I wrote down your name in a paper and i put it up on my bag . i want to know that i love you that big .  everyday i'm bringing that name with me . if you can find your name , you can also find you true love. kan ?  it's just a fucking story . but it is in fact okay . my life will through out from pain .


Because someone's doesn't love you the way you want them TOO . Doesn't mean they don't love you for what they have .

When you want to fly up , don't make a wish that you know it would never come true .














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